Short entry tonight.
I did a little more online snooping on Steven, the new Jake tonight. Things are going remarkably well for him. I'm not ready to contact him. We still have things to figure out about getting our old lives back--But I'm concerned that he won't give up my life even if we figure it out.
I may have fun playing dress up and getting all the attention as Ashlyn, but the reality is I still want my old life back.
Worse, when Ashlyn wants her life back, and I can't get my own back--what's to become of me?