Thursday, February 14, 2008

Kat - Valentine's Day

I've never liked being single during Valentine's Day. I still don't.

There's still a part of me that is quite pleased that I'm not going to be making-out with some guy tonight. But that part is becoming more and more quiet compared to my desire to actually feel like part of something special. Or maybe it's just not wanting to feel so 'different'. I don't know.

I do know that it doesn't feel fair that, after all the years of trying to make Valentine's Day special for my various girlfriends (and girl friends), I get nothing at all now that I'm a girl. Where's the karma in that?

Being alone on St. Valentine's Day still sucks.


Erin said...

Valentines can be hard, especially when your emotions are mixed up because of the situation you are in. However as I have discovered it is difficult to open yourself up to love, if you do not even know yourself, let alone love yourself. Give it time and you will find someone.

Kat said...

I guess, I just want everything to be perfect and happy... NOW.

Maybe I'm trying too hard.

Still, Thank you for the reassurances.