I guess it's been a really long time since I've written here. Obviously there's been a lot of settling down... if Todd and Alia wanted to talk about it, I figure they would, but basically things are status quo around here with them and me.
We've even kept the
band, Somebody Else, relatively active. No more big tours lately, but
even Shelby is back drumming with us when we pull gigs around Toronto.
We needed some space and time apart, but in the end not only is she a
friend, she's a good drummer for us to work with.
been seeing this guy, Roman, for a while. He's this clean cut
business major, a really type-a kind of guy, my exact opposite. I'm just
a tad bitter about that, but if that's what she's into then I wish her
the best. They moved in together and held a
housewarming party last weekend, and invited me, Alia and Todd. I went, knowing I was
probably going to have a rough night. It was a lot of couples.
the party, I spotted a girl who appeared to be single, a pretty
brunette with a cute round face, going from conversation to
conversation. She must have seen me eyeing her, because she looked twice
and smiled, then came over.
She asked how my night was
going and I said I'd had worse. I asked how she knew the happy couple,
and she said she was Roman's ex, Traci. What a funny coincidence, I
said, because I'm Shelby's.
"What are we doing to
ourselves?" she laughed at herself a little, and me I guess. "No really,
I'm still friends with Roman, and I just needed to get out more. Exam
crunch, you know?"
"I remember that... I've been out
of University for a while now, been working and traveling." I told her
that Shelby and I were in a band and we'd recently toured the States. I
didn't mention that it was over a year ago. Still feels pretty recent.
funny coincidence," she said, "Because I'm from there." I could tell
she had kind of an accent. The difference between Canadians and
Americans is subtle, but you notice it when someone points it out. I
guessed based on her accent, "New York?"
she said. She'd moved here with Roman to go to school, and when they
broke up, they were both kind of, well, stuck. "But I love your country,
everything's so open and clean. I'm glad I stayed."
We made more
small talk, which had the tone of flirting, and we must have been noticed since I saw Roman giving us the evil eye once or twice. Around 11, she had to
go, she needed to call it an early night and her ride had arrived. I
walked her down to the lobby. She gave me her number and we agreed to
meet up eventually.
But here's the thing. I caught a glimpse of the person driving the car, a very familiar looking young woman. She rolled down her window to wave Traci over. I think, and I guess I can't be totally certain, but it looked exactly like Julia Di Francesco, the girl that Anne-Marie became while Todd was her and I was Ellie.
Maybe I'm just jumpy, after reading what Tori posted. Whoever's in that body didn't seem to care that I got a clear view of her - I was standing right there, and if they're part of the Agency or whatever, they'd know I would recognize that face. So maybe I'm lucky, and whatever's going on has nothing to do with me or Todd.
But I doubt it. All I know is that at this point in my life, I can't afford NOT to be suspicious of everybody out there. So while a small part of my body is saying to forget her and run away from this mess, I've never been good at listening to that voice. I want to investigate.
I contacted the current Ellie and asked her to tell me everything she knew about everyone involved with the Inn. I e-mailed Tori to tell me if there was anything left to know about these people, if she could find out. You guys, we're going to figure this out.