Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Trip / Kat - Scared...

I feel sick.

I've been crying off and on since Ka... Pete left Sunday.

It's a huge step, a huge risk... trying to just take over this life and live the rest of my life as someone I wasn't born to be.

Or maybe I was, who knows.

This is just... I don't know.

It's almost like when I moved away for college so many years ago... well, okay a bit different... in a weird sort of way.

Maybe what I need to do is to try an embrace this life, and make it my own.

That sounds so easy... yet it seems worlds away.

I don't know... I'm having trouble sleeping again... and now I'm just rambling.

Maybe I made the wrong decision... I just don't know.

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