Sunday, June 22, 2025

Rusty/Monica: Should I be hornier than this?

Dad, if you weren't telling the truth when you said you were going to stay away from this site now, I need you to stop reading and tell me so we don't both die of cringe!

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Well, Dad, if you are, that's on you.  To the rest of you, hi, I'm Rusty, although my hair hasn't had a bit of red in it since I turned into Monica last summer, and I imagine you guys have all been reading my dad's posts about me and her and Katey.   I just found this card with instructions for how to set up an account for this in the back of a drawer while the three of us were trying to figure out what changes we need to make to the place now that we know we're going to be staying and aren't planning to go back, and figure that folks who have been living new lives for almost twenty years (wow!) might have more to say than Dad or Katey or even Annette (Annette - this is not for Katey and Emilia!).  It's got to go better than it did on reddit, at least!

Let me explain the subject - I don't know if Dad just found this too embarrassing to talk about or didn't know, because her bedroom is on the other side of the living room from me and Katey, but it's an old building and the walls are thin and our beds are kind of against the same wall because that's where the one power outlet is on each side, and so, uh, I knew she had started playing with herself just a couple weeks into this whole thing.  It kind of shook me, because I was still feeling kind of guilty about seeing Monica naked when I changed clothes or took a shower and trying to hold off how often I went to the bathroom so I didn't have to wipe.  Obviously, as my Dad will tell you, I developed an appreciation of my body soon enough, but even when I decided to see what the big deal was a couple months in, it felt good, but I never looked at a guy and thought that I wanted him to do that to me with his dick.

So, fast forward to a couple weeks ago, first trivia night after we decided we were staying.  There's a guy, Omar, who has had his eye on Katey ever since we started, and he seems nice enough, but as soon as he says hi on the way to his table, Katey immediately starts flirting back, and by the time the evening is over, they've arranged an actual date for the next night.  They've gone out another couple times since then, and Katey stayed over the last time.  Dad stayed up all night and I'm kind of glad I'd already headed out by the time Katey got home, because they were still staring daggers at each other a day later.

So, the next day, I get off work a little early, coming in quietly enough that the moaning going on in the bathroom doesn't stop, but when my phone buzzes, it's a text from Katey, and I stop dead as I realize that those noises are coming from Dad!  Like, Dad hates being a girl - we know she's just staying like this because she knows Katey and I were really reluctant to give up what we'd made of ourselves since coming here!  She still needs our help getting dressed and made-up if there's a private event at the bar or something, and is just absolutely miserable every time her period comes around.  She comes out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel which she clutches a little tighter on seeing me, asks how long I've been there, and winces when I say long enough.  Then she starts in on how she's sure this must be quite a surprise, but she did say that this was our lives now, and while she's kind of worried about Katey dating someone who has so much more experience than her, she also knew that was going to be part of our lives now, so she has to accept it and move on too.

And, like, sure, but she was really into it, after not wanting anything to do with it for the whole time we've been these girls!  I told Katey about it later, and she said that maybe Dad's just been holding it in for months, and finally letting it out was what made it sound like such a big deal.

Okay, maybe.  But I really don't feel like I've been holding back!  I tried again after talking to Katey, and I couldn't even get myself to come, though I suppose it takes practice the same way it probably takes practice to get that out of your partner.  I've been looking at this blog a little, and it seems like most guys who get turned into girls are attracted to guys and dating and having sex, if reluctantly, months earlier than me.

It's trivia night tomorrow, and Katey says one of her boyfriend's teammates is really into me and I should give him a chance, and, sure, why not, I actually do really like meeting new people - I think it's kind of why I'm good at both this job and the last one even though I'm probably way too young to be talking to some of these folks as equals - but I don't really think anything's going to come out of it.  Should it?  Like, what's everybody else's timetable of going from straight guy to straight girl?

- Monica but you guys can still call me Rusty

(I'm assuming the original Monica was straight; her social media since junior high has her dating a lot of guys and there was nothing in the letter about secretly liking girls, and even if she didn't tell us where they were going, she didn't seem to avoid telling me anything the way original-Katey did!)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

So, can't relate to everything you said there cause haven't had the whole change from guy to girl or whatever, but the feelings as a whole? Yeah, been there. As someone who identifies in that asexual really get that feeling of "Man, should I be hornier?" and just not, like, getting it when people talk about being super horny or anything like that.

So, you know, could always be that kind of thing? Asexual, demisexual, gray-ace, anything in that sort of not really being into the sex but still interested in dating guys could easily sum up the feelings you're having with what the previous Monica's life looked like.

The kind of annoying part of that, of course, is getting pressured about it, so don't be afraid to push back if Katey really wants you give this guy a chance in that kind of way, or that guy wants that kind of relationship and you're not up for it.